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Ruth

by Mariesena

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1.
Day by day you wake up between the pressing walls Next to a man...The naked man you have never loved You run as fast as a fox that is scared Of the hunters who want to pill it's fur You are lost in the window lights In the labyrinths of the identical houses Dogs are barking.They get closer (Dogs are barking) Walking down the streets where you grew up Looking at the drawings on the pavement Where the robot in beautiful armor Soars above the stars But they won't let you go Never let you go... Before you leave this place You have to find yourself here You are lying beneath the man you never loved And moaning between these pressing walls Fox paw fell into a trap Robot burns in the atmosphere.
2.
Ruth Morse 03:19
Without shame I watch your heart break Your eyes so fucking perfect Diamond Last night came crying into my breast And i hate you Ruth Morse Like a child from the stone chest Your tongue is like a dagger Your skin is burn like ice Your are my favorite mistake And the sea takes shape of you Fuck you!
3.
Gingemma Cut off my leg Then my other Then my hand But my friend Smith Made all new to me But my axe continued to fail And now I'm all out of iron Even my head Becoming entirely steel I could not love My bride anymore Could not love ... Smith has failed to make my heart And it's time to deal with this fucking garbage I walk under the rain through the forest One more step, I do not care about this shit My body begins to crack One more step, I do not care about this shit I'm rusting, my legs stuck in the deep mire One more step, I do not care about this shit But I'm fucking stuck for a year And will soon turn into ashes Girl Ellie Straw scarecrow Sneaky lion And we go to Goodwin For our Estate Needs And then I am going get that bitch The emerald city awaits Oh yeah blood dripping down the walls Axe cuts regularly You scream And the birds fly away
4.
Bright rad rose on melting snow Early spring is in our lungs The icy air flow I love her habit to stop when traffic light is red Even when there is no cars That evening when she nuzzled into my shoulder at the crosswalk I smelled her perfume mixed with smoke and wet dust That was the first time I wanted traffic light to be frozen and never become green But as soon as I thought about it she playfully ran ahead, dropping a flower that was braided in her hair. Run Away...
5.
Your ankles. That's why And we are like last embers Of a smoldering fire On the shore of the sea And our feelings are burned Letting a trace of smoke in the air I gave you my heart Do not talk to me As if you are my friend Because it hurts No it does not hurt It's just fucking killing me Broken Confused Feverish Dont fuck my heart! The pain still does not let me sleep Is it a dream? Disappointment We are broken I want to run Far away Not to see your new fucking friends Not to see Your stupid fake smile We are broken
6.
Gwen Stacy 04:48
Liquor will hide my secrets I sunk my memories of you They are like arrows wounding heart And I really deserved it all The lights go out. Unbearably grey landscape Whether to blame myself for this mistake or try to forget You Gwen. NY Around 7 degrees This Brooklyn Bridge, you and me And it's sympathy like symphony My emotions are like street lights Your eyes shine for me For the last time And it's sympathy like symphony Tried to catch you But I could not I'm sorry darling I'm such a fool for loosing the dearest Your eyes were shining so believing me And I said those words And it's sympathy like symphony Tried to catch you But I could not (I am death and when I love you, it’s forever. And why shouldn’t you love me back? I know that sometimes you fantasize about me.When your brains are gone, what nobler substitute could there be than wine?) The Only hope is for liquor I drown emotions. I drown you Pour me some more In the reflection of my eyes, i see you're flying back Your back, it was always The most graceful You were the most beautiful girl I've ever seen Like an angel Well. Now you can be happy Your eyes Your smile I unworthy of you Your hair Your legs Fall down You're so fine And I'm just a nerd Your green eyes Your red lips Your white hair Your skinny legs This is the harrowing. I missed you so bad... In the darkest night Where can I find something that would remind you. Everywhere. In the darkest night Where can I find something that would remind... It's you it's you everywhere
7.
Time stabs progress dagger Under our ribs without remorse As well as human fillings hide Under thickness of history dust Time is changing transforming us In to heartless machines From the very cradle we are brought up Like a guard dogs And we greedily pick the bones Of faith, passion and love And what is the most horrible, my friend, that this processes are invisible Those with whom i was growing up shoulder to shoulder are slowly covering with a submission layer Turning up into wax figures Spare me, the avalanche of lust Betrayal and fake smiles Let me disappear in kind old days When I held her hand and saw her shy smile Save me from today's her Forever young...Forever drunk Falling asleep in a strange,cold bed
8.
Overcast 02:56
When you try to back me It's like when you try To build fire of truth Under rain of lie You and me are rain of lie

about

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This record is a cry for help of four swore friends from a sinking ship of today’s system of values and morals. All presented lyrics are just metaphors. Its important to understand that our songs are filled with images from mass culture, literature and art not accidentally, it’s just a rethought reflection of problems that concern us in today’s reality. Certain characters appearing on this record are the best suit for our spectacle in our opinion. Spectacle that we hope helps us to attract your attention to things that concern us, our dear listener. It seems to us that by example of these images we would make it easier for you to understand Mariesena’s attitude. We didn’t want to resort to hackneyed quoting of revolutionary philosophers, instead we created our own system for assessment of the reality. This is how Gwen Stacy (Spider-man’s deceased girlfriend) becomes a symbol for human mistakes for us and therefore for you too. Think about it, we all had this chance we gave up, we all make those silly mistakes that influenced our later parts of life. Our Tin Man is a typical representative of the biomass, a human without a heart, unable to share feelings of love or compassion. However he, without even admitting it himself, takes up a fight with Gengema –Wicked Witch of the East ,in attempt to regain his right for feelings and sentiments. The same way as an everyman crawls out of the information pool, tries to battle the idiot box and Internet ,that substitute reality
Figure out the rest by yourself.
We will just keep playing our dolorous tunes on the third floor of an abandoned shoe factory in the city by Black Sea.

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released April 26, 2014

valik - vocal
artem m. - drums
artem b. - guitar
artem k. - bass

Recorded, mixed and mastered by Pavel Kreminsky
at the 3rd floor of an abandoned shoe factory in October 2013.
Artwork by Empty House.

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